=)Read only if you have time for God .
Let me tell you, make sure you read all the way to the bottom. I
Almost deleted this email but I was blessed when I got to the end.
Subject: READ ONLY IF YOU HAVE TIME FOR GOD
God, when I received this e-mail, I thought...
I don't have time for this... And, this is really inappropriate
During work.
Then, I realized that this kind of thinking is... Exactly, what has
Caused lot of the problems in our world today.
We try to keep God in church on Sunday morning...
Maybe, Sunday night...
And, the unlikely event of a midweek service.
We do like to have Him around during sickness...
And, of course, at funerals.
However, we don't have time, or room, for Him during work or
play... Because... That's the part of our lives we think... We can, and should, handle on our own.
May God forgive me for ever thinking...
That... there is a time or place where...
HE is not to be FIRST in my life.
We should always have time to remember all HE has done for us.
If, You aren't ashamed to do this...
Please follow the directions.
Jesus said, "If you are ashamed of me, I will be
ashamed of you before my Father."
Not ashamed?
Yes, I do Love God.
HE is my source of existence and Savior.
He keeps me functioning each and every day. Without Him, I will be
nothing. Without Him, I am nothing. But, with Christ, HE strengthens
me.
(Phil 4:13) This is the simplest test.
If You Love God... And, are not ashamed of all the marvelous things
HE has done for you...

THE POEM

I knelt to pray but not for long,
I had too much to do. I had to hurry and get to work For bills
would soon be due.
So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,
And jumped up off my knees.
My Christian duty was now done
My soul could rest at ease.
All day long I had no time
To spread a word of cheer. No time to speak of Christ to friends,
They'd laugh at me I'd fear.
No time, no time, too much to do,
That was my constant cry,
No time to give to souls in need
But at last the time, the time to die.
I went before the Lord, I came, I stood with downcast eyes. For in
his hands God held a book; It was the book of life.
God looked into his book and said
"Your name I cannot find.
I once was going to write it down...
But never found the time"
Now do you have the time to pass it on?
Make sure that you scroll through to the end.

Easy vs. Hard

Why is it so hard to tell the truth but Yet so easy to
tell a lie?
Why are we so sleepy in church but Right when the sermon is over we
suddenly wake up?
Why is it so hard to talk about God but yet so easy to talk about
Nasty stuff?
Why is it so boring to look at a Christian magazine, but yet so easy
To look at a nasty one?
Why is it so easy to delete a Godly e- ma il, but yet we forward all
Of the nasty ones?
Why are the churches getting smaller but yet the bars and dance clubs
Are getting larger?
Do you give up? Think about it . Are you going to forward this, or
Delete it?
Just remember-God is watching you. Prayer Wheel-Let's see the devil
Stop this one!
Here's what the wheel is all about. When you receive this, say a
prayer for the person that sent it to you....
That's all you have to do....
There is nothing attached....
This is so powerful....
Do not stop the wheel, please....
Of all the free gifts we may receive, Prayer is the very best one....
There are no costs, but wonderful rewards... GOD BLESS!
May God keep you and bless you. If this doesn't give you chills,
Nothing ill...this message is very true. Hope you are all as blessed as I was from this story. I wonder how many people will delete this without reading it because of the title on it?

hapoyarih * 5/19/2004 03:39:00 PM

=)Affirmation
by Savage Garden

Album : Affirmation
Submitted by : Slytherin GOTH4
Corrected by : Sara Fisher
Rated : 9.6 (191 votes)


I believe the sun should never set upon an argument
I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands
I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you
I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do
I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem
I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

I believe you can't control or choose your sexuality
I believe that trust is more important than monogamy
I believe you’re most attractive features are your heart and soul.
I believe that family is worth more than money or gold
I believe the struggle for financial freedom is unfair
I believe the only ones who disagree are millionaires

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

I believe forgiveness is the key to your own happiness
I believe that wedded bliss negates the need to be undressed
I believe that God does not endorse TV evangelists
I believe in love surviving death into eternity

I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

hapoyarih * 5/19/2004 09:52:00 AM

=)brrr... yesterday seemed cold, somehow! We had a brain twisting, neuron infurating, final exam in economics, well it did not cover all what had tackeled and it was a good thing i reviewed not that much, however the reason behind that, was a mind bogling incident making me restless until now. My SIM card is missing! That small technology is very important to me i hope you understand... massages and contact numbers are stored there that i kept for many years! It seems that i am drifting apart from those who can contact me and them only through text messaging. I feel twitchy! I hope and pray vividly that i find it soon. Pls to all those great persons reading this blog a prayer would be a great help please.... pretty please... hehe thanx!

hapoyarih * 5/19/2004 08:57:00 AM

=)Ever assessed yourself that humiliation and humbleness is interwtined!? Some how i did! For the record, its been 2 year since the game "Hamakain natin si TopE" begun way back from freshmen year. It's mechanics; anybody who willfully or accidently cause the class or group of persons to laugh in expences of TOpe gives Tope experience points. Points will be based from how Tope would react for the certain instance either positivly, negativly or passively taken. Heres the catch, if the experience meter scored high Tope would Laugh-out this experiences or Cry-out his aches.
Even i can no longer recall my pionts standing, but somehow its a scar in my face that i once erroded to tears, being able to travel from school-church- solar homes and dorm crying, palpitate breathing trying to conceal to the public that "hey! TAO na pala naapakan nyo!" Somehow its a glow in my heart that i found persons who could show me that i am very special though in my own ways, thanking them(other than my family)"hey! Sobrang Mahal ko kayo!", somehow its an invinsible barrier that bloked my feelings for someone inorder not to be dragged down to may humiliation... Right... i can consider my self as a survivor in this game, hardly wounded but still standing....

hapoyarih * 5/17/2004 03:56:00 PM

=)HI! Here comes the rainy day! Though yesterday it didn't rain, some provinces on southern Luzon ang Northern Visayas experienced the wip of the storm signal no.2. We got up early and went to church minus the two girls of the family and my cousin. Even my mind was wandering of somethings due to the ending chapter of summer class and teatro stuff while on the mass i did not forgot to give thanx!
I also made quite a long time playing with my nintendo game in PC:POKEMoN! I love it so much! despite the fact that my father really hates computer games because it leaves a sky high electricity bill!
Waking up at the right side of the bed made my self looking forward for Saturday, i had a dream of having a simple four cornered room with white ceramic tiles (God i remember less and less!) a bed positioned beside the wall at the second angle is the door. Im wearing my beach shorts and i think i was holding a camera. Then came some of my female ka-tropa wearing bathing suits! I cant wait! Im just excited to unwind with my tropa( most are my classmates since kinder!) though i have this little problem. At the same date TEATRO will conduct an outreach at Caritas Trece and the venue of the outing is at Antipolo! Grrr.... Challenge!!!!

hapoyarih * 5/17/2004 03:03:00 PM

=)eo! I can definetly assess yesterday -very tiring... i just remembered that very day was our enrollment, we dont have class for the three subjects, we still have to man our teatro booth for recruitment and invite freshmen to join our org... Lucklily i managed to have my pre-registration a requirment for enrollment inspite of the long line of classmates wanting to finish early, after that i went to our booth and found teatro's newly wed couple Jed and Japhet. Both of them helped us man the booth together with other teatro memebers. We insisted Jed, Joey, and Jomi to have a free show to upstage other PAG because we are stationed where expected applicants are bloked with visually stimulating images, in other words other groups has Television! So we have to something or the oppurtunity will just pass by! i will continue my journal later because KATZ and UPPEr is forcing me step out of the room! Katz is so mean! and such a snob! hehehe

hapoyarih * 5/13/2004 09:22:00 AM

=)hehe i am proud to say that i exercised my right to vote! though its uneasy im just very happy doing something for my country. Even some dark forces lingers in our political community i still havent loose hope.
Activities for the day! We utilized the TLS materials to come up with a presentable recruitment booth. I came late, my fault! It was 2:15 when i slept last night buggling my mind with my latest fad- POKEMON! i just love to play it! Luckyly i finished my three article rewriting that didnt came so easy, but i managed to accomplish it and able continue with my- POKEMON! I have a Quilava a fire pokemon her name is Hodgepodge currently level 24. Joining my gang come with a pidgeotto his name is Pidgey a normal/flying type level 21, with Wooper a water type level 16, and my Geodude a rock/ground pokemon level 18.
Enough with my digi friendz, I missed everybody at school honestly especially TLS co-memebers and journ blockmates! INUMAN NA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its been a long time since we indulge our selve with liquor exercising our gastro fluids defent our stomach agianst alchohol to prevent- UWAK! hehe I also remembered, i promised George bro to have three gym sessions to make up what we left last week.
Its nice to be back at school( im not a hypocrite!) because im not an ordinary student but a perfomer and a memeber of teatro lasallian under a big circle of frieds in Performing Arts Group! that is something to be thank and looked forward for! Right!

hapoyarih * 5/11/2004 04:16:00 PM

=)This Love
by Maroon 5

Album : Songs About Jane
Submitted by : Lexie
Corrected by : Maddie
Rated : 8.6 (1708 votes)


I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice, cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice, cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
(it's alright, it's alright)
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
Her heart is breaking in front of me
And I have no choice, cause I won't say goodbye anymore

This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
My heart is breaking in front of me
And she said goodbye too many times before

This love has taken its toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
Her heart is breaking in front of me
But I have no choice, cause I won't say goodbye anymore
(fade out)

hapoyarih * 5/07/2004 08:42:00 AM

=)The Reason
by Hoobastank

Album : The Reason
Submitted by : Specialness
Corrected by :
Rated : 9.9 (176 votes)


I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

*hope some would be....

hapoyarih * 5/07/2004 08:28:00 AM

=)If I'm Not In Love
by Faith Hill

Album :
Submitted by : Tom L.
Corrected by :
Rated : 9.9 (22 votes)


If I'm not in love with you
What is this I'm going through, tonight
And if my heart is lying then
What should I believe in
Why do I go crazy
Every time I think about you baby
Why else do I want you like I do
If I'm not in love with you

And if I don't need your touch
Why do I miss you so much, tonight
If it's just infatuation then
Why is my heart achin'
To hold you forever
Give a part of me I thought I'd never
Give again to someone I could lose
If I'm not in love with you

Oh why in every fantasy
Do I feel your arms embracing me
Lovers lost in sweet desire
Oh why in dreams do I surrender
Like a little baby
Someone help explain this feeling
Someone tell me

If I'm not in love with you
What is this I'm going through, tonight
And if my heart is lying then
What I should believe in
Why do I go crazy
Every time I think about you baby
Why else do I want you like I, I do
If I'm not in love with you

hapoyarih * 5/06/2004 09:45:00 AM

=)eo! keeping the sunday as my spiritual rest day seemed lapsed me, i neglected to go to church! I offered joey my computer, my time to hepl her with her deadline and that i know is not an excuce for not going to church. I went to our meeting place early having a misunderstanding to where we should meet, i went to National bookstore. While waiting for her i managed to browes on books which made my stay intereting. Indeed reading books satisfy my intellectulal need but i have to admit, i dont have enough focus to finish a short book but i really felt good with all the books i had read. We didnt met that time but we manage to stich the error and she came at aroun 6:05 in the afternoon, though im willing to help her after we ate our dinner i started to sleepy and i slept, waking some instance to agree on what she was saying because i slept in the middle of our conversation hehe, then we(im with my cousin) escorted Joey in her way home up not actually until to her house but to where she can ride. We went to this Cafe own by my friend Kaye which is my Art classmate three years had passed we sang with their videoke and Its nice! hehe Today supposedly is my ex-half's monthsary if were still together its our 5ht year but unfortunatelly its not... but anyway good night...

hapoyarih * 5/02/2004 10:37:00 PM